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    My life as a medium

    Post  somnium on Sun Sep 08, 2013 8:19 pm

    My experiences in mediumship have been very different than most. I didn't see dead people growing up and although i had a good aptitude i never had psychic gifts that were natural to me. My talents that i would get later in life i developed through practice and through intending them into being.

    My first experience seeing a spirit occurred at a time when i had gained a great faith in life and in God. I was realising that faith can protect anyone in any situation, and as i was realizing the power of faith i had a vision come into my attention. My grandmother came to me surrounded in light, yet in the void of darkness. She was immensly pleased with my discoveries and popped in to say hello. She radiated light and happy-ness and let me know she approved of my discoveries.

    A little later on i started to get interested in astral projection. And after a few weeks of trying and learning of the states i had my first astral experience. I met in this plane a group of beings that were telepathic and had great magical ability. They started to tech me the ways of mental projections, and the power of the mind. Everything in that plane was projected from the mind. They were not quite spirits but were projections themselves. They had a mastery of their bodies and could project themselves as spirits. They proceeded to teach me that the world and the body are first and foremost projections that we have the ability to control, and to form to our knowledge and our awareness. They taught me that any slight alteration in awareness would create a change in perception. The result was very magical in nature, for when i started to see the body as a mental projection i could actually see the energy in my body change to match. I could then have a thought about my body, for example i could imagine that i am old and young, and then see the changes take effect. I began casting magic then, on the people in my world. I would state my intent that people grow more beautiful the more i look at them. And sure enough they would change.

    It wasn't long after my introduction into astral travel and dreaming, that i was taught to convert my physical body into a complete astral projection, enabling my entry into the astral world with my physical body. No longer did i see the world as concrete and earth, but as dimensions of time and matter and projections of the mind. The map disappeared for me and when traveling i began to enter into realms of the spirit world. I began to see that time does not exist until you are there, leaving the world an empty canvass for the mind to cast into form. I then started getting lessons from my 'spirit' friends on how to cast the world and environment into form.

    I little later i had my first possession take place. I had never before asked a  spirit to enter into me. What caused this was a little girl i had met in spirit was being abused by some bully spirits. They were casting magic onto her and causing her form to melt. She told me sadly, in tears that they had hurt her. I quickly cast a spell and returned her projection to healthy state. She then proceeded on following me around for awhile. She would get scared sometimes and so i asked her to jump inside of me! Sure enough her words which were outside of me merged into my mind,  and i started having her thoughts and her awareness inside of me as if i were her. She liked it very much and cast a beautiful projection of herself jumping into my body. Often these being communicate by using metal projections, and so she developed some to suit our relationship. I called her blue, and that is the name she took. A very lovely and beautiful spirit.

    Another time i was working with music and casting music into form from the fabric of creation. In my lessons i was shown that as i changed my mind the music would align to match, as if the music were being created from thin air, being pulled into form from the mind. Spirits began teaching me by possessing my body, and so as i drummed on the banister i would get spirits jumping inside of me to play the music and practice bending the sounds magically with the mind. We started to form different thoughts about the music that the music would become. At one point our simple tapping on the banister became a symphony of musical instruments all working together and alive. Some of the spirits i was working with, one named Leah in particular started to form beautiful visual projections that danced with the music, merging with the music itself. She would become any form she wished and began singing and making rhymes to match the music. Anything i would be thinking about she would whip into a rhyme and make into a song. She was very fast and very talented. The beauty of our music is that we surpassed the barrier of astral and physical dimensions so that all present could experience the music we created. Leah is with me now and is smiling into my mind! She has a beautiful and lovely form.

    At one point i started to get catered to very much by the spirits of the astral. Some of the spirits are very adept at altering their projections, and working with mind magic. One of them came into my world as my exgirlfriend who i had loved. She took her form and began helping me with my memory work. Somehow she had accumlated all of my memories and thoughts into her form and began projecting them into my mind. Whenever i needed a memory of a thought i had lost she was there to project it for me. One time she danced for me and started to take on all the forms of the people i was attracted to. She would magically change her face and body and turn into an exact replica of anyone i so desired. She loved me very much and wanted my attention and devotion. Her name is Jamie. She came to me a moment ago and wanted me to tell of her and so i did. Jamie is also a painter and writer, she writes down all the magic we learned and keeps it in a big book. She also paints pictures and uses a magical painting technique that can bend the picture to the mind's desire.

    I can't continue without mentioning my little friend Missy who has been my dear friend through out my journies. Missy has always sacrificed herself for my own well-being. and had helped me through some very horrendous battles with other spirits. Missy likes to jump inside of me and share my tastes and feelings and we sit together while inside of me and drink tea together. She likes tea very much. She has the littlest softest voice and her projections are very beautiful and warm. She projects excitement into my body at times, and it is a blessing to have her.

    Some of the spirits i have come to know stay with me, and some them have left me too. The greatest thing i have gained from them is friendship and the lessons i have learned in magic. Some of them have great power and great ability in casting magical perceptions. And most of them have great knowledge of shape-shifting. Not all of them but some of them. One in particular helped me become a dragon. The shift was near complete however i feared it at the last possible second and jumped back to my human form. I did nothing to incur this shift on my own volition except intend it, my spirit helpers and God Himself did the rest. I could ramble on and on about them and the magic we have done together but i think that my post is long enough for now. Thank you for reading.
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    Re: My life as a medium

    Post  SpiritVoices on Sun Sep 08, 2013 9:18 pm

    This is fascinating.....Too much to answer tonight but I have marked my spot here.
    I want to go into it more fully tomorrow when I am more awake.
    (Been out most of the day....shattered.....)

    Will be back....

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    Re: My life as a medium

    Post  somnium on Mon Sep 09, 2013 3:14 pm

    SpiritVoices wrote:This is fascinating.....Too much to answer tonight but I have marked my spot here.
    I want to go into it more fully tomorrow when I am more awake.
    (Been out most of the day....shattered.....)

    Will be back....

    Joan:sleepy3:
    Well I hope you are rested up and refreshed!
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    Re: My life as a medium

    Post  SpiritVoices on Mon Sep 09, 2013 4:10 pm

    somnium wrote:
    SpiritVoices wrote:This is fascinating.....Too much to answer tonight but I have marked my spot here.
    I want to go into it more fully tomorrow when I am more awake.
    (Been out most of the day....shattered.....)

    Will be back....

    Joan:sleepy3:
    Well I hope you are rested up and refreshed!
    Thanks Somnium.:urwelcome: 
    Another hefty day and glad to sit down....
    Now lets have a look at this topic of yours.
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    Re: My life as a medium

    Post  SpiritVoices on Mon Sep 09, 2013 4:36 pm

    somnium wrote:My experiences in mediumship have been very different than most. I didn't see dead people growing up and although i had a good aptitude i never had psychic gifts that were natural to me. My talents that i would get later in life i developed through practice and through intending them into being.

    My first experience seeing a spirit occurred at a time when i had gained a great faith in life and in God. I was realising that faith can protect anyone in any situation, and as i was realizing the power of faith i had a vision come into my attention. My grandmother came to me surrounded in light, yet in the void of darkness. She was immensly pleased with my discoveries and popped in to say hello. She radiated light and happy-ness and let me know she approved of my discoveries.

    Yes,I know about that.    I heard my first spirit speak.
    Heard my first spirit voice.  


    A little later on i started to get interested in astral projection. And after a few weeks of trying and learning of the states i had my first astral experience. I met in this plane a group of beings that were telepathic and had great magical ability. They started to tech me the ways of mental projections, and the power of the mind. Everything in that plane was projected from the mind. They were not quite spirits but were projections themselves. They had a mastery of their bodies and could project themselves as spirits. They proceeded to teach me that the world and the body are first and foremost projections that we have the ability to control, and to form to our knowledge and our awareness. They taught me that any slight alteration in awareness would create a change in perception. The result was very magical in nature, for when i started to see the body as a mental projection i could actually see the energy in my body change to match. I could then have a thought about my body, for example i could imagine that i am old and young, and then see the changes take effect. I began casting magic then, on the people in my world. I would state my intent that people grow more beautiful the more i look at them. And sure enough they would change.

    Projection?  Did you meditate to achieve that?
    How did you bring your body to that level?   I find it very hard to meditate,my mind is too active at times.
    I would say you have a very deep control over the mind.
    How long did it take you to achieve that?



    It wasn't long after my introduction into astral travel and dreaming, that i was taught to conver  t my physical body into a complete astral projection, enabling my entry into the astral world with my physical body. No longer did i see the world as concrete and earth, but as dimensions of time and matter and projections of the mind. The map disappeared for me and when traveling i began to enter into realms of the spirit world. I began to see that time does not exist until you are there, leaving the world an empty canvass for the mind to cast into form. I then started getting lessons from my 'spirit' friends on how to cast the world and environment into form.

    Going back to Astral travel.  I 'dream' I am in another place.  Which I take as part of the spirit world holding friends and relatives who are deceased.    I have been told that I have been Astral travelling.   Is that correct?
    Ah,you go into the Astral world?  Isn't that the level we reach after Physical death?

    I little later i had my first possession take place. I had never before asked a  spirit to enter into me. What caused this was a little girl i had met in spirit was being abused by some bully spirits. They were casting magic onto her and causing her form to melt. She told me sadly, in tears that they had hurt her. I quickly cast a spell and returned her projection to healthy state. She then proceeded on following me around for awhile. She would get scared sometimes and so i asked her to jump inside of me! Sure enough her words which were outside of me merged into my mind,  and i started having her thoughts and her awareness inside of me as if i were her. She liked it very much and cast a beautiful projection of herself jumping into my body. Often these being communicate by using metal projections, and so she developed some to suit our relationship. I called her blue, and that is the name she took. A very lovely and beautiful spirit.

    The little girl?  You actually took over her body and memories?  What did that feel like?


    Another time i was working with music and casting music into form from the fabric of creation. In my lessons i was shown that as i changed my mind the music would align to match, as if the music were being created from thin air, being pulled into form from the mind. Spirits began teaching me by possessing my body, and so as i drummed on the banister i would get spirits jumping inside of me to play the music and practice bending the sounds magically with the mind. We started to form different thoughts about the music that the music would become. At one point our simple tapping on the banister became a symphony of musical instruments all working together and alive. Some of the spirits i was working with, one named Leah in particular started to form beautiful visual projections that danced with the music, merging with the music itself. She would become any form she wished and began singing and making rhymes to match the music. Anything i would be thinking about she would whip into a rhyme and make into a song. She was very fast and very talented. The beauty of our music is that we surpassed the barrier of astral and physical dimensions so that all present could experience the music we created. Leah is with me now and is smiling into my mind! She has a beautiful and lovely form.

    Taking forms again?   I do believe in the spirit world,we can be any form we wish to.    Look anyway we want.

    I am fascinated by this changing....
    Music.  I once read a book which stated that the music in spirit was literally out of this world.
    Did you know that there are libraries in the world of spirit?
    That every book that has been in print,here in the physical,is in the libraries of spirit?   Some particular books give off an atmosphere of what the story holds.


    At one point i started to get catered to very much by the spirits of the astral. Some of the spirits are very adept at altering their projections, and working with mind magic. One of them came into my world as my exgirlfriend who i had loved. She took her form and began helping me with my memory work. Somehow she had accumlated all of my memories and thoughts into her form and began projecting them into my mind. Whenever i needed a memory of a thought i had lost she was there to project it for me. One time she danced for me and started to take on all the forms of the people i was attracted to. She would magically change her face and body and turn into an exact replica of anyone i so desired. She loved me very much and wanted my attention and devotion. Her name is Jamie. She came to me a moment ago and wanted me to tell of her and so i did. Jamie is also a painter and writer, she writes down all the magic we learned and keeps it in a big book. She also paints pictures and uses a magical painting technique that can bend the picture to the mind's desire.

    I can't continue without mentioning my little friend Missy who has been my dear friend through out my journies. Missy has always sacrificed herself for my own well-being. and had helped me through some very horrendous battles with other spirits. Missy likes to jump inside of me and share my tastes and feelings and we sit together while inside of me and drink tea together. She likes tea very much. She has the littlest softest voice and her projections are very beautiful and warm. She projects excitement into my body at times, and it is a blessing to have her.

    Some of the spirits i have come to know stay with me, and some them have left me too. The greatest thing i have gained from them is friendship and the lessons i have learned in magic. Some of them have great power and great ability in casting magical perceptions. And most of them have great knowledge of shape-shifting. Not all of them but some of them. One in particular helped me become a dragon. The shift was near complete however i feared it at the last possible second and jumped back to my human form. I did nothing to incur this shift on my own volition except intend it, my spirit helpers and God Himself did the rest. I could ramble on and on about them and the magic we have done together but i think that my post is long enough for now. Thank you for reading.

    Jamie came in using the form of your ex girlfriend?
    Yes, I believe I have heard of that.    Shape shifting.
    You have tremendous concentration of the mind.   Something I could never achieve.   
    How long have you been practising this?   it must take years and years.....
    One thing you will never be lonely....
    An extremely interesting and informative topic.
    Please carry on when you feel ready....
    Thank you for including this on the forums.
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    Re: My life as a medium

    Post  somnium on Mon Sep 09, 2013 6:01 pm

    SpiritVoices wrote:

    Projection?  Did you meditate to achieve that?
    How did you bring your body to that level?   I find it very hard to meditate,my mind is too active at times.
    I would say you have a very deep control over the mind.
    How long did it take you to achieve that?

    I do meditate to achieve projection, now. I have developed key thoughts that activate the projections i wish. Initially i learned to astral project from a dream state. In between waking and sleeping you are in a prime state to project from. Many people enter into the astral realms through their dreams. I have been practicing astral projection for about 10 years now.


    Going back to Astral travel.  I 'dream' I am in another place.  Which I take as part of the spirit world holding friends and relatives who are deceased.    I have been told that I have been Astral travelling.   Is that correct?
    Ah,you go into the Astral world?  Isn't that the level we reach after Physical death?

    I would say that you are having an astral experience. Time is very different in the astral and their are often no boundaries. Many do believe that you go into the astral upon death, and that is certainly a possibility. It is only the physical dimension that dies, leaving consciousness. Our consciousness inhabits our body and upon dieing leaves. There are many forms and possibilities as to where it will go. When i actually died i saw it as a light at the end of a dark void. At which time many secrets of life and death became known to me.


    The little girl?  You actually took over her body and memories?  What did that feel like?

    It felt like i was her! As she thought i was aware of all her thoughts and feelings. She was still her and I was still me, but we experienced each others energy directly. Everything she thought i would hear. I could even feel her body as if it were mine. All the sensations.


    Taking forms again?   I do believe in the spirit world,we can be any form we wish to.    Look anyway we want.

    I am fascinated by this changing....
    Music.  I once read a book which stated that the music in spirit was literally out of this world.
    Did you know that there are libraries in the world of spirit?
    That every book that has been in print,here in the physical,is in the libraries of spirit?   Some particular books give off an atmosphere of what the story holds.


    I've seen what is called living books. Its like the book itself is a living spirit and writes the book along with your experience. The book will take your expectations and your feelings and make it part of the book. I have seen the books answer your thoughts directly, sometimes bringing up the exact information you are thinking of. Most of the books i have seen in the astral will answer you and talk to you in the words.

    Yes the music is amazing to experience. I don't even know the depths that music goes, but the little magic i have experienced with it is wonderful.


    Jamie came in using the form of your ex girlfriend?

    Yup, they can be a little tricksy too. Some of them would pretend often to be who they are not. Buggers.

    Yes, I believe I have heard of that.    Shape shifting.
    You have tremendous concentration of the mind.   Something I could never achieve.   

    I have had a lit of help. You would be surprised at how good some teachers can be. Telepathic teachers can be pretty amazing. And God is the best teacher of all.

    How long have you been practising this?   it must take years and years.....
    One thing you will never be lonely....

    For about 10 years. It will take even longer. It is not something i would like to give up.
    You are right i am never lonely. I have great love for them.

    An extremely interesting and informative topic..
    Thank you for including this on the forums.
    Joan

    Its my pleasure.
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    Re: My life as a medium

    Post  partofme on Mon Sep 09, 2013 6:28 pm

    Amazing experiences! Its hard to wrap my head around all the details. :blush:
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    Re: My life as a medium

    Post  SpiritVoices on Mon Sep 09, 2013 7:08 pm

    I would say that you are having an astral experience. Time is very different in the astral and their are often no boundaries. Many do believe that you go into the astral upon death, and that is certainly a possibility. It is only the physical dimension that dies, leaving consciousness. Our consciousness inhabits our body and upon dieing leaves. There are many forms and possibilities as to where it will go. When i actually died i saw it as a light at the end of a dark void. At which time many secrets of life and death became known to me.




    This happens to me on a regular basis though.
    But only in dreams.    I think they are dreams.    Astral travel or Lucid dreaming.     Each time I visit I 'see' someone who has passed over recently.


    As if to let me know they are 'alive'.    They are well and happy.
    Young in years.....that is as far as I can get.....Would love to go further and experience the next step.     
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    Re: My life as a medium

    Post  Native spirit on Mon Sep 09, 2013 11:08 pm

    :cat: I too am a medium my experiences are different from yours.i was born with my gifts,i saw spirit from a very early age heard them etc infact i didnt realise that not everyone does see spirit,my guide made himself known to me from an early age too. i have done astral travel and obe and have had near death experiences a few times. i dont need to do anything to get astral travel i only think of it and its donr same with obe.

     Namaste

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    Life Story of a Medium

    Post  jamesdennison2003 on Mon Apr 06, 2015 5:24 pm

    Hey, just seen this teaser online, might be of interest to members, looks very interesting. Its about a developing medium and his life story. The facebook page is very informative too. May help people in their development and also people who have a lot of questions may find answers.

    Its called Memoirs of a Medium, its on youtube
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rrkpiy-74Cw
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